Looking beyond

Trying to look beyond the horizon...... curious..... eager.....
The horizon seemed near....
I walk towards it......
I feel Ive neared the horizon................ just a hallucination....
I wiggle my head out of it..... noooooooo, there's still hope...
I wiggle my head again.....
The horizon is again as far as it once used to be....
I look at the greenery around.....
Still thinking twice about the hallucination.... a tingle runs down the spine....
I look at the greenery around.....
Wondering why i didnt see its beauty before.....
Why I havent spent time with it.....
Why I was so engrossed in looking at the distant horizon.....
I look at the greenery around......
The greenery feels to be one with me.....
But I am still lost in thought.....
Slowly.....I begin feeling one with it as well....
But, I stop myself.... still lost in thought....
I look at the greenery around.....

I wiggle my head....... i wiggle my head again......
Doesnt seem to be a hallucination......
I look at the horizon....... not curious...... not eager.......
I look at the greenery around...... greener....
I wiggle my head...... i wiggle my head again..... i wiggle my head yet again......
Half hoping that it is a hallucination....

I look beyond......
This time into the future.....
In it, I am happy with the greenery around......
In it, I look at the horizon...... with regrets.....

I wiggle my head......
Am back to the present.....
Lost in thought........

I wiggle my head..... I wiggle my head again..... vigorously........
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I am tired of wigglin my head..............
I wiggle my head.......


Currently listening to : The hardest part - Coldplay
Current mood : Not so lost

Summer Rain

There is something specail about the summer rains..... The sudden chilling drizzles that pop out amidst the tiring heat....... the fresh aroma of the raindrops hittin the earth....... fond memories of previous summer rains, when i was a kid........

But, times have changed..........

I am noticing the cool breeze and the drizzle, sitting in a bus, moving through traffic....... amidst the sound of honking horns......... thinking and planning about life ahead........ thinking abt the stuff to do the next day....... having fun listening to a non-kannadiga friend trying to memorize a kannada statement - "Yenri neevu. Heeg maadidre henge?" (Long story behind why she was actually doing this)..... Unable to enjoy the rain..... but..... the rain still manages to soothe my nerves.

Life is not wat it used to be........ But is still fun!

Currently listening to: Someone teasing someone else. Laughing silently. Feeling to listen to Afterglow-INXS
Current mood: Thinking why i'm not yet tensed with exams just 2 weeks away