I knew i could never reach the horizon..... with or without pain......
But yet, i hoped against hope that luck will come my way......
I stare at the horizon longing again........
But as i stare, it moves half the world away.......
I dunno whether i have a heart.....
But i can feel its broken.....
Hiding emotions is a hard art.....
But i suck at it, point taken......
'Certain' people say i'm sweet..... and 'certain others' do not
All i wanted was that the 'certain others' feel me sweet enough
And the 'certain' people to prove that I am not
But, the world these days, even more so - my world, is always tough
I recollect moments when the horizon seemed so close.....
Lost in the gaze, lost in many senses....
I am laughing at them now, yet crying in a corner.....
But life is more than the thorns, and also beyond the rose....
I ask myself whether Im tired of running......
I deny myself an answer, as usual......
I know more and more reasons to stop......
Although to run, couple of temporary reasons are down and gone....
I still am trying to hunt for a reason to run.....
Somebody tell me a reason to stay on......
Or else someday........ someday far ahead, im done.
Current mood : Lost
Currently listening to : Far Away - Nickelback
